Please god, mind. Just rest so I can sleep properly tonight. Stop overworking so I can relax and fall into a blissfull sleep and wake up feeling refreshed.

I have quit drinking for a while as I’m angry at myself, for only going out because I feel like I have to or feeling like i’ll disappoint people if I don’t. I’m not making a big deal about it, I just want to do this for myself because I just CBA drinking anymore. Ever since third year started I barely remember anything after a night out. I hate this. Surely you go out for a good time, not blacking out sections of your life? Well it’s not for me anyway.

If anyone tells me I’m boring or thinks they can persuade me or sway my decision, don’t. I’m so determined when I’m set on something, also I’m stubborn as fuck.

I also, just want to fully concentrate on my work, there is nothing more important right now than my degree.

St Patricks day however, is a completely different story. I’m not one to break tradition ;)

All of this aside I am actually really, very happy at the moment! :D

POINTLESS POST, apologies :(